Surrendering

Surender is something I have had to practice in a whole new way this past year. 

A mentor said this to me;

“Let go or be dragged.”

I laughed when I heard this because I really feel it explained a lot of how I felt in 2020. 

It reminds me in the moments; I can choose to; pause, pray and trust OR I can worry, try to figure out, future trip, obsess and control. 

I have done this enough times I have found; when I choose the letting go and trusting, the amount of peace I feel is radically different than the suffering I feel when holding on. 

Also, 99.9%  of all the scenarios I was worrying about, don’t even happen, so it’s a reminder to let go, let go, let go.